you have no right.

I have this increadible lesson from the series Law and Order : SVU.

So this episode is about a woman that own a suicide-helping website for all the people who want to end their life because they can't handle the pain in their life.

This go to the first trial, when the lawyer push this woman to admit that she has NO RIGHT to end people's life. Then here it comes the great perspective:

The woman, " STOP! You have no idea about my pain, about their pain! Who do you think you are? Judging people about their own life? You live your life ithout feeling my pain, their pain, why are you the one to JUDGE? Open your eyes, everybody have their own right. Open you eyes. "

and i couldn't agree more. 

My bestfriend said the same thing that day, about everybody keep messing with her, pushing her around to think like others think, do what others do. She simply said, " When it comes to making desicion, just please leave it at me. I have my own reasons, my own kinda life, maybe you don't get my reason, but what the hell. I Do believe it's in my hand. Stop judging by your standart, people."

So i conclude this by my special message that everybody's different, don't ever think that you're the one with the biggest problem, the worst life, the messed-up family. Everybody have their own messed-up things, if you have the pleasure to have a perfect life, just don't close your eyes. 

Know your environment, see that everyone is different, why they choose to play around with their life, or bust their ass of to make money, don't judge. Because we can't know about everything, because that why Allah creates us different to know each other, to learn from each other, to learn to tolerate, to negotiate, to be patience.

So when you see people make a decision that simply unrational for you, let it be. It's their right, if you are really care about them, simply be there when they're down, and need you the most.

Well, like i always said, "never judge,never will"

an intern!

so i'm excited for my first day at Initiative Media Agency.


kinda excited..but scared too at the same time.
am i cut for media people?

hmm.. guess the best wa to handle is to say yes and try,,

i'm posting about it soon i guess.

or Lowe?

gosh..

i don't like to choose, cause i want the both, but i can't, i can't be that greedy,,

HOOPLAA!!!! absurd.

shock.

shock.

thankyou.

again Ireland. Brb to heaven.

So i don't know what i should call it. Two days in a row it's all about Ireland to me.
First, leap year.
Now, P.S. I Love You.

It's fix then. I'm going to Ireland
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.. one day. hahahha

leap year

God, simply love the movie. I know the storyline is not so different from any other romantic-comedy movie. But the places, WALES, GOd, take me to Irish land.

So there's this tradition that women can propose to their boyfriend every 29th of February, and they will have their happily ever after. The main character, Anna, flew over 2000 miles to be with her boyfriend and propose him, in Dublin.

Well, the adventure Anna has to be with her boyfriend will make you laugh your hearts off. Trust me, just enjoy the scenery. THAT"S AMAZIIIIIIIIINGGGGGGG!!!!!!!

"take me to Irish laaandddd"

errr, is it okay?

Gw cuma bisa shock liat keberadaan 2 billboard provider papan atas di Indonesia ini.. Any comment?

know. think. see.

Beware of what you say, you never know how much you hurt someone. How bad you made them think about their self. Know, that NO ONE deserve to feel bad because of your existence. Everybody have their own purpose, their own way to express their self. Think, that NO ONE is wrong. They just have a different set of mind, different set of goals. See, that YOU are the same person that everybody are. You don't want to be hurt, so don't hurt others.At least, not so much.

Isn't it be a peace world if everybody get it? ahh.. if it's up to me..

Fatima Amira

read it. feel it. do it.

This picture i see in http://principessalavienz.blogspot.com/ , and it is soo good, i have to repost it. ;)

To me the "talk less, say more" is what everybody should do to end the war. Haha Well, if it's up to me..

life by my moments

i'm the kinda girl who loves her friends too much, i forgot to love myself.
i'm the kinda girl who life to experience as many moments as possible.

Experience every step of your life-cycle, don't try to fast-forward it.


I believe this sentence so much, i make my friends aware of it also. I hate it when other people feel like rushing their life, come on what's the point? When you still have the time to just lay around and play, may as well you enjoy it right?

This holiday my college mates and myself  try to have an internship experience, when everybody racing to get the internship program ( including me ), i think the opposite way, am i fast-forwarding my life? God, i don't wanna do it, i wanna be the present me, not the future me.
But what if i am being the future me?
What if the present me is experiencing the maturity part right now?
What if i need this to be my new moment of my life?

Confusing.
I life by my moments, always have always will. My friends used to say that i can't miss anything cause i LOVE to be involved in anything. I'm a moment's capture, i keep every moments so it builds up to my life experience. I love my experience to be rich, so i choose to have every moments that i can.

So i come to this conclusion, if i have my internship this June, than it'll be my new moment. And it's not a fast-forward thingy, it's just me experiencing how it is to be a grown up for a while. So when i'm back being a college student, i now exactly how to be grateful for my play time.

Isn't it a neat plan? hiihhii

Cherioo! ;)

maybe not this time.

Maybe not this time,
not this time to breathe
not this time to be free
not this time to be me
not this time to be complete

Maybe not this way,
not this way to be me
not this way to be free
not this way to be completed
not this way to be loved

Maybe not this heart,
Maybe not this second,
Maybe not that heart
not that heart to be broken.

Cheerio! =)

nice girl role.

" You be a good girl. " My Dad used to say.
I keep it in my heart, everyday being my best
to be nice,
to act nice,
to mean nice,
to think nice,
to smile nice,
to talk nice,
to dress nice.

I keep this role, all my life. it suits me perfectly, i meant to be a nice girl. People know that i am nice. They can count on me, they can trust me.

21 years of my life being this plain nice girl, this year God give me the chance to play mean.
I HATE it. I dont do mean. I hate to not being guilty to being mean. I hate being heartless, i hate saying what i truly mean, what i truly feel, cause it hurt people. It's hurt to hurt people. But i done that.

That's why i need it to stop, i need to stop being heartless. Cause people around me too precious to be hurted.
well, not everyone get it, buat i do it for myself. I need my nice role back. I need to feel nice again.

My dear friend said, sooner or later you have to handle yourself when people say you're a disappointment, so you grow tougher, stronger.
That's why God give me this situation, to let me learn the other role, the other mindset. It makes me grow, hope everybody else thinking the same way.

Everybody deserve their happiness, when you're not happy just keep on moving. Life's might surprise you..

=)

BoyBand attack!!

Everybody yeaaahh
Yeaaahhh
Rock your body yeaahh
Yeaaahh


Hahahha this post will be filled with my current hobby, listening to the old boyband's song! Yeaaay!! hahaha

First of all, Westlife, OF COURSE, the best boyband ever. Followed with Backstreet Boys, and N*Sync ( Just because of Justin appearance). I dont know from a couple of days a go, i start to listen to these songs, and find that their lyric is soo good and sweet. Call me a freak, but i love how these guys adjust their tone to this sweet lyric.


First stop : WESTLIFE! Kyaaa
Flying Without Wings

"Well to me is waking up beside you. To watch the sunrise on your face. To know that i can say i love you, in any given time or place. It's the little thing that only i know, those are the things that make you mine. And it's like flying without wings, cause you're my special thing. Im flying without wings. "

NICE LYRIICCC, right? Who will say something so sweet rather than Shane? ;)

Second : BACKSTREET BOYS
Drowning

"Maybe I'm a drifter Late at night 'Cause I long for the safety Of flowing freely In your arms I don't need another life line It's not for me 'Cause only you can save me Oh can't you see I can't imagine life Without your love And even forever don't seem Like long enough "

Third : N*SYNC!
Gone

"So I'll just hang around and find some things to do To take my mind off missing you and I know in my heart You can't say that you don't love me too Please say you do.."

nice nice break up song.

Let's wrap it up for this post. hhe

Cherioo! =)

free falling

This title come from one of my fav song, Free Falling by John Mayer.

"Gonna free fall out into nothin’
Gonna leave this world for a while"

So i'm having my getaway, my free fall, about last week. And Garut is my choice!

Oh how i miss having my phone off, and only listen my own thought. For the first since so many weeks i spent managing this and that, i can think about simple things, do simple chores, act silly with my dear cousin.

That time i spend to be me, to simply have a nap. To rest. There i found what's real to me, my family. They not there because of their duty, they not laugh because they have to, they simply love me. =)


Garut is a nice, quite place. You can get around the town in about 15minutes top. ME and my family kinda lost a couple of times though for not speaking good Sundanese. hahahh. But it is fun, and tiring.

Can't wait to go there, to Sampireun. About Sampireun i can't say much, only beent there half an hour, but it is romantic.

Here's some pict!