Thursday, May 21, 2009

Lucas said to Peyton , " Hey, at some point, people leave.."

Anybody know who's Lucas and Peyton?

They're my favorite character in One Tree Hill.
Well, Peyton is a solid character. In some cases, i can see her just like me, not the artist side of course.. ahaaha. She build a brick wall for people to get to know her, just like i do. But once they're in, they are in.

When Lucas come to her life, she makes him climb that high brick wall to be with her, to know her, to be the one she can share her thoughts with. He did it. But just then she said to him,
" Just promise me, u will be around for a long time." then he said " I am, Peyton. I'm here even when u're sick as hell to talk to me," hahaha what a nice sentence, right?

Then, life happens.

Yet another drawing made by Peyton, it said " People Always Leave ".
When Lucas see the picture, he said " Hey, at some point people leave." Peyton said " Story of my life."

wohooww! entah mengapa jd kangen nonton episode ini. Buat yang belum pernah nonton OTH, tonton dehh soo much wise words and great story too.

Dalam hal ini gw setujuuuu, at some point people do leave you. Jadi mesti bisa belajar mengandalkan diri lo sendiri, karena lo ga pernah tau kapan orang itu akan pergi dan apa efeknya bagi diri lo. Mungkin saat belom ngerasain, kita bisa bilang gak mungkin laah, dia temen gw, dan lain-lain, tapi percayalahh kalo akan ada waktunya itu terjadi.

Gw sendiri kaget banget sama efeknya, hhe, but i handle this preety well i guess. Kadang merasa betapa tidak adilnya semua itu, tapi balik lagi emang begitu adanya kan? Pasti ada baiknya dibalik semuanya. Gw sedang belajar bagaimana menjaga semuanya, dan gw harap semua bisa kembali seperti sedia kala. Kalo tetep nggak, yaa, it's okay. I'll just miss that times soo much.

Chiaow!!

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Friday, May 1, 2009

She's The One..

Just before this note, i had a fight with my mother. And because all of the anger, i said cruel thing to her, and she said some to me.

Huff,it's the saddest thing ever.

See, a mother it's supposed to be the one you can tell all of your stories and mind. Me? I never do that with my mother, i think to tell her stories i need to be perfect and all. Tonight, i know it's totally wrong. A mother need to know what happen in your life, because she prays for you in every breath she takes, she have every right to know how are you doing.

Tonight, i have tears for this. Is it too late for me to built a new relationship with her? I'm having the biggest regret ever for taken her for granted. Oh God, let me have a beautiful relation with her. I love her too much.

So, stop complaining about her being so need-to-know-about-your-life. NEVER take your mother for granted. Start to get to now her, share your anger and tears with her, she's the best answer to your doubts. I hope it's not to late now to turn this relationship around.

Huff.. Love you MUCHH, mom.