safety net and crossroads

Since our mother pregnant, she keeps us in her womb. All warm and save.
Certain of our safety, well taken care of, loved.
Then we born. All new things and people surround us.
We have to found a way to protect ourself, so when things fall apart, we stay strong.

I call that creating our safety net. A way to alarm ourself when things got back, to step back and stay safe.
Inside that net, its safe, distant from anything that will shake up our beleieve, our state of mind, and our heart.

Finding the safety net is not easy, I have to gone through so many thing to find one.
I have one. I know exactly how to feel save whenever I want.
To me, its about a broken heart.
Well as cheesy as it sound, it is.

So when I see this place, this way to secure my feelings, I take it.
This place cure me. Really did. I just forgot that everything has its price.
My price is that I become so secure and save so I hate to put any jeopardy to lose it.

Suddenly, I was shaken by the fact that I lose so many thing as a price to be inside this net.
I have to get my life started. By take a step out of this place.
Its hard.
Its my crossroads.
I choose to walk awaY.
I need to lose my net.
Reborn?
Not yet.

But this is about me.
I can handle this, as always.
Go me!!


Cheerio.